=]

Romania sucks,seriously..

it's making me feel depressed..

on the brighter side, Christmas's coming..meaning more time to sleep! =D

i know,i know,thats the lazy side of me..=p

anyway,depression sometimes leads me to writing poems..sometimes it makes sense,sometimes it doesn't,at all..

here's one I wrote today,what to do la right,terlalu emo..couldn help it..

I wanna come back! =[

Whither my love,

Wherever you be,

Through time and space,

Take your heart,

Nearer to me,

My love is strong,my spirit weak,

It is an answer that I seek,

A question that burns within this fire,

So I may hear my heart's desire,

Return thy love,

Wherever you may be,

Through time and space,

Just come back to me,

I now open my heart to you,

To reveal the secrets that it holds,

Bring forth the passion of love's fire,

Let me hear about your desires,

From strike of twelve till the end of time,

That's how long,this poem is for,

If to abate my lovely heart,

Nothing in this world can break us apart,

Together our love can conquer all,

I never knew I could ever be this strong,

Your love will forever reside in my heart,

You're my everything,the sun that shines above you,

Makes the bluebird sing,

The stars that twinkle way up in the sky,

They tell me I'm in love,

When I kiss your lips,

I feel the spark of lightning rolling to my finger tips,

And all the while,my head has been a spine deep within,

I'm in love,you're my everything,and nothing else matter,but the love you bring..

>.<

I Live My Life For You..

Though i know distance is an obstacle,

I need to let you know,

that i think of you each day,

and i feel you here somehow..

Within every heartbeat,

I give you my all,

because you mean so much to me,

let me catch you when you fall..

i'd give the world to have you in my arms,

to hold you close once again,

to re-live each second i spent with you,

baby i just wish u knew..

My heart would travel miles,

to see one of your smiles,

my arms feel cold and empty,

because you aren't here holding me..

i miss your touch,

i miss having you close,

your love is like a drug,

for you,I'll die of an overdose..

For you I'll spend my nights awake,

every sacrifice i'm willing to make,

Baby,I Need to let you know,

That you mean this universe to me,

That distance can't compete,

When its true love, its meant to be..

No one will ever take your place,

For you i'll go to the other space,

And Though i'm far away,

In my heart our love will stay,

my love has no boundaries,

Its brighter then the sun,

And deeper then the ocean,

unselfish and unconditional,

from the depths of my heart..

I'll burn my self into ashes,

And send myself in the air,

i'll ask the wind to take me,

To that place where we belong..

You see that place isnt that far,

Its closer than your favorite star,

Its right on the left side of my chest,

its the perfect place,it's the best..

Hold on to our memories,

Swear to me you wont let them go,

I love you more than everything,

I just had to let you know..

Bugsy,missing you so much..>.<

>.<

I.........

I.........

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
This early morn
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

[Chorus:]
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

I.........
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now
They don't mean a thing
Every place I go
I think of you
Every song I sing
I sing for you
When I come back
I'll wear your wedding ring

[Chorus]

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Close your eyes
I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the time when I don't have to say........

='[

yeah,yeah

I'm back

well,lets cut to the chase

Got my visa today..which means I'm leaving..=[

and dad says I'm leaving this Saturday..which is like only 3 friggin days away!

no way in hell am i gonna let that happen =p

so hmmmm,was feeling real shitty..cause now,the time has finally come..right?

and thats when Anukah sent me this..=)

In moments of sorrow I will uplift your spirits.
You stand in daylight,
But still live in the darkness of ignorance.
I will walk into your life
And will shed true light of love.
In the periods of desperation,
I will stand before you, I will be the answer!
In your failings, I will take the blame,
In your success,
I will prompt words of encouragement.
In times of loneliness, I will fill your heart with joy,
In cases of uncertainty, I will lead.
When virtues fall and morals blacken,
I will unveil the impurity.
It takes only a single thought,
It takes only a single word,
The name of the Lord!
Call Me today,
Call Me now!
I will come,
I will come to save you from yourselves.

From : 'Sai Darshan' - Part III

somehow,it made me feel better..=]

much much better!

thank you so much BESAR! =p

gonna miss you like so bloody much!