=)

Dulu,

pernah aku dinasihati,

yang satu hari nanti,

akan kita berjumpa,

dengan seseorang,

yang tidak akan kita lupa,

namun,ku terus menanti-nanti,

untuk saat itu,

dengan harapan yang menggunung..

Tanpa ku sedari,

sesaat dan sedetik,

seminit bersamamu,

terasa indah suasana,

dua jiwa menjadi satu,

senyuman dan jelingan manjamu,

menusuk kalbuku..

Kini,

tidurku tak lena,

detik-detik kita bersama,

mengambang bagai mimpi,

berhujan,

berpanas,

aku tak endah,

telah kurangkum,rebah setiaku..

Sayang,

andai kata kita berpisah,

ingin ku beritahu sesuatu padamu,

ku akan terus menantimu,

dan akan terus bersamamu,

berdoa demi kebahagianmu,

agar kau gembira berzaman-zaman,

ku pasrah,dengan segala ketentuan Yang Esa,

dunia kita sudah terbukti berbeza..

Ku rindu padamu.

Here without you..

You have the most gorgeous eyes,

Those eyes could take you anywhere,

The way they look at you,

The way they stare,

You have a wonderful smile,

When you smile at me,

I'd melt,

You're everything I want you to be,

You're so sweet,

You always say the right thing,

You know just how to make me laugh,

Happiness is always what you bring,

I miss the way you'd look into my eyes and say "I Love You",

You said we'd be together forever,

And that we'd always have each other,

When would we grow apart?

You said never,

Now that I'm so far away from you,

My heart is full of pain,

With all these tears I've cried,

I have nothing to gain

Wish you were here..

Vanilla Twilight =]

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear

'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue

But it's not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad

'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

'Cause cold nostalgia

Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach

Back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear

Oh darling, I wish you were here

Lonely.

here i am sitting,

with you on my mind,

i love you so much,

you're one of a kind..

thinking of you,

with you holding me tight,

counting the stars,

under the moonlight..

giving you chills,

as i whisper in your ears,

hoping you'll never leave,

and you'll always be near,

i live for your smile,

and i dream of your touch..

when i am feeling down,

and need someone to talk to,

i know that you will always be there to bring me through..

i never knew i would miss you like this,

i never thought i would have sleepless nights,

when all my thoughts are of you,

trying to keep you out of my mind is a constant fight..

i miss you,

the way you used to sing,

your smile,

i miss everything..

i love you more than these words can say,

i love you more with each passing day,

i love you whether far or near,

i love you with diminishing fear..

you are the sun that brightens my life,

you are the starts that comfort me through troublesome nights,

you are the soft breeze that makes me laugh,

you're the time spent which makes sadness pass,

you're the earth below,and the sky above,

which fills my world with so much love,

you are my heart,my essence,and breath,

you are my beginning,you are my death..

you're in my dreams,and run through my mind,

you're that angel,who's one of a kind,

from the words that i've written,i hope you see,

you make up everything that's a part of me..

i miss you.

=]

Romania sucks,seriously..

it's making me feel depressed..

on the brighter side, Christmas's coming..meaning more time to sleep! =D

i know,i know,thats the lazy side of me..=p

anyway,depression sometimes leads me to writing poems..sometimes it makes sense,sometimes it doesn't,at all..

here's one I wrote today,what to do la right,terlalu emo..couldn help it..

I wanna come back! =[

Whither my love,

Wherever you be,

Through time and space,

Take your heart,

Nearer to me,

My love is strong,my spirit weak,

It is an answer that I seek,

A question that burns within this fire,

So I may hear my heart's desire,

Return thy love,

Wherever you may be,

Through time and space,

Just come back to me,

I now open my heart to you,

To reveal the secrets that it holds,

Bring forth the passion of love's fire,

Let me hear about your desires,

From strike of twelve till the end of time,

That's how long,this poem is for,

If to abate my lovely heart,

Nothing in this world can break us apart,

Together our love can conquer all,

I never knew I could ever be this strong,

Your love will forever reside in my heart,

You're my everything,the sun that shines above you,

Makes the bluebird sing,

The stars that twinkle way up in the sky,

They tell me I'm in love,

When I kiss your lips,

I feel the spark of lightning rolling to my finger tips,

And all the while,my head has been a spine deep within,

I'm in love,you're my everything,and nothing else matter,but the love you bring..

>.<

I Live My Life For You..

Though i know distance is an obstacle,

I need to let you know,

that i think of you each day,

and i feel you here somehow..

Within every heartbeat,

I give you my all,

because you mean so much to me,

let me catch you when you fall..

i'd give the world to have you in my arms,

to hold you close once again,

to re-live each second i spent with you,

baby i just wish u knew..

My heart would travel miles,

to see one of your smiles,

my arms feel cold and empty,

because you aren't here holding me..

i miss your touch,

i miss having you close,

your love is like a drug,

for you,I'll die of an overdose..

For you I'll spend my nights awake,

every sacrifice i'm willing to make,

Baby,I Need to let you know,

That you mean this universe to me,

That distance can't compete,

When its true love, its meant to be..

No one will ever take your place,

For you i'll go to the other space,

And Though i'm far away,

In my heart our love will stay,

my love has no boundaries,

Its brighter then the sun,

And deeper then the ocean,

unselfish and unconditional,

from the depths of my heart..

I'll burn my self into ashes,

And send myself in the air,

i'll ask the wind to take me,

To that place where we belong..

You see that place isnt that far,

Its closer than your favorite star,

Its right on the left side of my chest,

its the perfect place,it's the best..

Hold on to our memories,

Swear to me you wont let them go,

I love you more than everything,

I just had to let you know..

Bugsy,missing you so much..>.<

>.<

I.........

I.........

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
This early morn
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

[Chorus:]
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

I.........
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now
They don't mean a thing
Every place I go
I think of you
Every song I sing
I sing for you
When I come back
I'll wear your wedding ring

[Chorus]

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Close your eyes
I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the time when I don't have to say........

='[

yeah,yeah

I'm back

well,lets cut to the chase

Got my visa today..which means I'm leaving..=[

and dad says I'm leaving this Saturday..which is like only 3 friggin days away!

no way in hell am i gonna let that happen =p

so hmmmm,was feeling real shitty..cause now,the time has finally come..right?

and thats when Anukah sent me this..=)

In moments of sorrow I will uplift your spirits.
You stand in daylight,
But still live in the darkness of ignorance.
I will walk into your life
And will shed true light of love.
In the periods of desperation,
I will stand before you, I will be the answer!
In your failings, I will take the blame,
In your success,
I will prompt words of encouragement.
In times of loneliness, I will fill your heart with joy,
In cases of uncertainty, I will lead.
When virtues fall and morals blacken,
I will unveil the impurity.
It takes only a single thought,
It takes only a single word,
The name of the Lord!
Call Me today,
Call Me now!
I will come,
I will come to save you from yourselves.

From : 'Sai Darshan' - Part III

somehow,it made me feel better..=]

much much better!

thank you so much BESAR! =p

gonna miss you like so bloody much!

Well,been ages since I blogged
Not like I have much to blog about
But anyway,ermmm,life's been,ermmm,sad?
Me leaving soon,VERY soon actually,and leaving behind everyone?
It's gonna be hard adjusting myself back to how I was before when I was there
Waking up early for classes,cooking my own food,being alone? and bla bla bla
Just not in the mood to leave
Haih
And yet,I haven't really cried when I think about it?
Maybe reality hasn't struck me yet

I know it will pretty soon
=(

=)

The FRAY - Heartless from IE HAGY on Vimeo.

And God said," Thou shall blog!"..

So tadaa! here I am! =p

haha..noticed I havent blogged sometime now,but I dont have much to blog about either..


kaykay..first things first,ermmm, yesterday was someone's birthday, a baby actually..haha!
and he goes by the name of Jothiswaran..=p


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN! eh,silap silap, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! =p


haha..kidding je la..hope you had a good time yesterday..=)

and oh,met Mr.Velu after such a long time,like like close to around 4 years?
gosh..and and he was still as sarcastic and rude as ever! haha
but we all still love him dont we! =)

kinda reminds me of Dr.House at times..lol


andthenandthen, this topic about H1N1 came up as were "lepakin" at the dining table..=p

and oh,it seems kan,our bloody government are actually trying to hide many other cases of this disease as they didnt want the public to panic..like bodoh weyh!

i mean,they're afraid if people get to know,we'd start locking ourselves at home and not go to work and all,thus they think that our country's economy and stuff would go down the drain and all,*not like its down the drains already*..haha!

so yeah,they were actually a few cases here in Ipoh which resulted in deaths and wasnt reported at all!
and a very reliable source says, the doctor at our local GH had a meeting recently and decided to clear a whole 2 floors to make space for new cases that they predict will be coming soon..like a whole lot of them!

lets just hope they're wrong..=s

so start wearing your masks everyone!

and I also heard those mofo's increased the price of the masks too uh..as its not a controlled item by the government..
ish!
MOFOMOFOMOFO!

cari untung je..

till next time..la revedere!

Who Needs A Camera..

…when you can draw this well. Juan Francisco Casas is an amazing artist who draws super realistic images using a blue ball point pen. Oh, and hit the jump to see the scale of his work!

Hey There Delilah

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

The first time I saw you,I liked you,the moment we started talking to each other,I fell in love with you,
Here I am,about to pour my heart out in this post..

This post is gonna be one hell of an emo-fied/lovey dovey kinda post..cause well, I am feeling that way..just cant help it..

Pretty soon,it'll be just like in the song above,
I'd be a thousand miles away,probably more,not really sure how far Romania is,but the point is,
I may be far,the distance may change,but my love for you wouldn't..
It's just a few years,and I'll be back home soon..

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

I know I'll never find someone else like you even if it takes another million years,
so please don't say it's not the end of the world if I ever lose you,cause if I ever do, it might as well be the end of the world for me.

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

I just have too many things to say right now,but I've no idea which to say first..
ermmm, you asked if i can wait another few years, and I said, I would,I've already waited all these years for you,what more difference can another few do?

and yet,I'm afraid,and you know very well what I'm afraid of..

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

I know I'll miss you like crazy,
Hope you will too,
This ain't gon' be easy,
I'd do anything just to be with you..

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

How much I wish I can stay, and I'm already trying to work something out,
I really hope it does,cause without you by my side, my angel,my guide,
I know I would die..

Never forget the promises I made to you,and no,this is not me trying to bribe you.. =p
" Venice,Paris, Bali" =)

I've always loved you,am loving you,and will never stop loving you,
and if I ever do,
it just means I'm now watching over you from the heavens above,
and I promise I will always be your guardian angel..=)

Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

A Collection of Sayings by Sathya Sai Baba =]

Simply beautiful..=]

http://inyourheart.com.au/PAGES/index.html

Kena tagged by Vinosha! =p

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?

neck! =D

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

lazy!

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

ermmm,mum? haha!

.4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?

very

5.Will you ever donate blood?

already did! i know i know,aku terlalu baik! =D

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

yeaurp

.7.Do you want someone to be dead?

hell yeah!

8.What does your last text message say?

call la..

9.What are u thinking right now?

i miss her =)

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?

OH YESYES!

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?

ermmm,2.45 a.m to be precise =p

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

F.O.S

13.Is someone on your mind right now?

there always is..haha

14.Who was the last person who text you?

Bugsy =p

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

1. Venisri
2. Kishaniah
3. Sharon
4. Kerissa! / Cowwy! =p
5. Sangeet
6. Lawrence
7. Shalani Akka
8. Shandrabhannu
9. Neevian
10. Ruby

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

haha..no one,I THINK! =p

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?

HAHAHA! of course it'd be good,they'd be LESBOS! =p

18. What is no.1 studying about?

Form 6

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?

ermm,ermm..

20. Is no. 4 single?

dont think so =p

21. Say something about no.2

she's my P.A..haha!

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?

HAHAHA! oh nooo! she's too young anyway..=p

23. Describe no.9.

hell of a joker weyh! the best! =D

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?

No.6 doesn like fighting..he's a lover,not a fighter..haha!

25. Do you like no.5?

OF COURSE! know her since I was 4 tau..=]

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

a little song i'm into right now
and yes,this is for you Bugsy! =)

Lyrics


I've been beaten down,
I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith,
In my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She's all I need.

Well I had my ways,
They were all in vain,
And she waited patiently.
It was all the same,
All my pride and shame,
And she put me on my feet.

[ Parachute Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need.

And when that world slows down, dear,
And when those stars burn out, here,
Oh she'll be here.
Yes she'll be here.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need.
She is love, and she is all I need.
She is love, and she is all I need.

She's all I need.

be blown away! =D

obsessed?

maybe! =)

Just don't drop it inside =p

why are you so paranoid?

-Kanye West

Picasso!

These are drawings made with light by Picasso. LIFE photographer Gjon Mili visited Picasso in 1949. Mili showed the artist some of his photographs of ice skaters with tiny lights affixed to their skates jumping in the dark -- and Picasso's mind began to race. The series of photographs that follows -- Picasso’s light drawings -- were made with a small flashlight in a dark room; the images vanished almost as soon as they were created.

awesome ain't it? =)

Love Symphony

To, Bugsy..

As the sun dawns above the hillcrest,
So does the joy of my heart,
Beautiful rays of warmth and love,
From her,I'll never depart..

Fresh dew upon the grass,
Little birds chirp in their nests,
I watch her gently sleep,
My love to her, I silently profess..

As I enjoy the stillness and calm,
Watching her smile and dream,
She brings me to stillness and peace,
Like that of a slow flowing stream..

My heart and soul flow with love,
And I smile,as I quietly reflect,
I've been handed a sweet princess,
A sweet princess to love and to protect..

A vow to myself i make,
As she quietly sleeps away,
To love and always cherish her,
Until my last breath..until my last day..

=)

Miss Me When I'm Gone

he's gone..
yes,Michael Jackson's gone..=[
wouldn't say i'm a HUGE fan of him ke apa
but then,i grew up listening to his songs..
even thought he was gay once
haha!

but yeah,he's gone =[ *emo*

Sudden deaths of famous persons are often followed by conspiracy theories. Decades after the assassinations of President Kennedy and Rev. Martin Luther King, Jr. as well as the sudden deaths of Marilyn Monroe and Princess Diana, speculation continues..

some say he's still alive,faked his death or something
and the Russians say he's been assassinated by the CIA,bla bla bla..

Ermmm, I was watching this movie about aliens the other day when this struck me..

WHAT IF,Michael has actually been abducted by aliens from some planet far far away,more like some 300 million light years away from here..

how did they travel this far to earth when they are like 300 million light years away you ask?

easy,they use black holes as shortcuts! making space traveling much faster! =D *idea curi-ed from Race to Witchmountain =p*

So,back to my point,Michael Jackson,being the KING OF POP and one hell of a legendary entertainer on earth,definitely drew attention of the aliens,for I don't think there's any other "Michael Jackson" anywhere else,one of a kind I'd say,especially on their planet!

and lets not forget his oh-so-famous Moonwalk!
I bet the aliens were dead curious when they heard about this,cause well, MOON? WALK?
which alien would've ever thought of that? haha!
so,they wanted him (Michael Jackson) to perform it LIVE on their planet of course!
let the alien nation see the great king of moonwalks themselves!
haha!

Thus,when the U.S government found out about this, and well,we all know they've been hiding the truth about aliens from the public for centuries now,cloaking them behind many other conspiracies,and they replaced Michael's body with a wax figure or or a silicon dummy,and made it all look like he died of overdose! pfffft! like we'd fall for THAT!

I say he'd be back someday, with his memory erased completely, but I sure do hope he still remembers his moonwalk..=p

At this very moment now,millions of aliens gather to watch the greatest entertainer alive performing his moonwalk! and oh,his bloody expensive diamond encrusted gloves too! I'm gonna miss them! haih..and now,the aliens too,hail the King of Pop! =D

People,this post was utter rubbish..I have no idea why I posted this..=p

but hey,I might be right kan? LOL!

Being a huge Disney fan,these made me laugh..=p